Darling Michael, Paul & Mark It almost breaks my heart in two when I am alone sometimes and I miss you three boys so much, more so when I realize that I may die some day in the near future and leave my 3 sons in the world behind me. I know I was hard at times but I had to be firm as I wanted the 3 of you to grow into decent men. None of you will ever know how deep my love for each one of you really was and neither one of you were really loved any more than the other. Please be kind to each other when I am gone, try and not grieve too much for me just keep yourselves true to god and remember to pray for me at least once a week. Your ever loving Mummy xxxxxx May God Bless You Always.